As usual, I'm going to rant abit here.
I'm going to be completely honest about everything I am going to say here.
FIRST. I don't really feel THAT relieved that PW is over. Yeah, I know. I can't believe it either. But it doesn't really make a big difference to my life... anyway my holidays still suck so...
SECOND. While everyone has plans to go overseas for some sort of holiday or even short vacation, I AM STUCK AT HOME WHEN I WANTED TO GO TO U.S. Tell me how sucky that is once again. HELLO?! (this would remind some of ms lwl I am sure) Okay I know I sound really spoiled or something here but I don't really care. I think I've studied hard for like the past 2 years and I deserve some sort of holiday. No and I don't mean like study breaks filled with cca sessions, and a pile of homework/proposals/research/studying to do. I MEAN LIKE A HOLIDAY. I NEED A GETAWAY.
THIRD. Overlapping what I already typed previously, my holiday is NO HOLIDAY. It can barely be considered a study break actually - I have so many dance pracs! Ok I admit I do feel abit guilty typing this since my standard in dance suck so I need the practice but still....I mean, let's face it. We're in Year 5 , not primary five! We need the holidays to build up on our portfolio and stuff. Or at least I am interested in doing that. Well some will beg to differ since I already got myself involved in like more cip stuff which many of them probably do not even have but still...I don't like the feeling of having to rush here and there, actual reason will be elaborated next. What am I doing wasting my time away while others are probably in some kind of programme/attachment or whatever shit to build up on their portfolios, which by the way, we only have THIS HOLIDAY to work on because there's like no bloody time left. And better still, so many people are getting some kind of odd jobs here and there to earn extra cash and wow. I don't even have the time to do that. CRAP.
FOURTH. I am falling sick in the holidays. WHAT IS THIS?! I'm sure my gastic problem is of no secret to all anymore and yes it is a bitch because it acts up at all the wrong times. So now, I can't really eat what I want to and it sucks. And yes I fell sick again with flu, throat infection and fever. So wow. I can't eat practically everything. This won't last long but still. I NEED TO RANT.
FIFTH. I feel as if I'm being forgotten or something. I think it's due to the fact that I haven't been able to make it for gatherings...so people are starting to forget me. My friends whom I really think are close to me are ignoring me. I'm disappointed that so many people I've texted or cared about are not replying and acting as if they have some sort of jam-packed schedule without even ten seconds to spare to reply my messages. I am so sick of this. I feel like self isolating myself even more since people ain't asking me to join them....ugh whatever. People are ostracising me.
Well after all that five big points I'd elaborated I think I should try to look in a more positive light now. So let's see what I can gather...about the good things that happened/is going to happen.
FIRST. I have abit more time to spare now on stuff that I haven't been able to do. Last night, I started tidying my cardboard once again and boy did I throw away alot of junk. Not only do I have alot of beauty products, I also have alot of stationary! Of which I never really bothered to clear throughout all these years....so yes, I did that yesterday. Tried out every single pen/pencil and kept those that are still in relatively good condition. Then I took out my cross stitch set and continued doing it. Took me like a few hours just to sew half the winnie the pooh's head which is so bloody big. Oh and I did that while watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Quality leisure time spent indeed.
SECOND. Now I have more sleep.....and it feels good. The only time of the year whereby I can get enough sleep is in the holidays and I'm sure I'm not the only one. My skin feels so much better with enough sleep. Not that many pimples popping out and my complexion is actually brighter!
THIRD. I can have better food. Er...duh? No canteen food to tolerate. But due to the gastric problem as stated above, it's still kind of sucky...I guess.
FOURTH. I have more time to do bimbotic stuff like shopping (window mostly) and reading beauty mags and doing face masks yadda yadda. Love it when I browse through numerous articles on magazines/websites to find the best deals and comparing the different kinds of moisturisers/lotions and getting the best deal. Hoho. Xmas sales coming up so everyone please get the best deals in town! Start researching now!
And LASTLY to end off with a blast, the best news I'd received this week...
I AM ACCEPTED INTO THE NUS H3 PROGRAMME! Yayness! I had thought I was just trying my luck to submit the proposal...but luckily I got it. Phew. So it seems I'm gonna rush out two reports next year, CLL and CSC. Managed to convince my father to get me a laptop as such.Gonna get one as xmas/birthday present. On the other hand though, it means more research to do...sigh sigh...
Ah okay. I am hungry. Gonna end abruptly.
Overall, this year's quite a turning point for me in many things. The first time I received some form of better recognition for my academic results. The first time I took up a leadership position in RV, although I didn't volunteer for it. The first time I took the initiative to sign up for CIP projects. The first time I had the confidence to apply for various things such as H3 and MPS, which I would never have done so in previous years due to my low self-esteem. I'm thankful for all the people around me for giving me the support, help and courage in one way or another. Especially my classmates, whom I spent a whole year working with.
This is random and I'm not sure who'll see this but anyway, I've decided to type a short message to everyone in 5Q. Pardon me if it's not in the correct index number order, although it's supposed to be :
Grace - Ahh. After 4 years of leaving pri school, we end up in the same class again. You've changed alot since pri school and I've learned alot from you this year. I like how determined you are for certain things and how you take the initiative to find out more about universities, scholarships and stuff. You've also been very hardworking this year and you remind me of how important it is to study whenever I feel like giving up. Your character will definitely enable you to get better grades next year!
Janice - My impression of you is basically HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL. I immediately felt a sense of liking towards you at the start of the year because of your very very unmistakable laughter. Let's see...we're always talking online about random stuff and we have a common liking for certain things, such as korean food (KIMCHI STEW!!!!) and starbucks. Hahaha had fun laughing with you about random stuff this year. P
P.S : TO PPL OUT THERE WHO DON'T WANT TO FEEL ???? ALL OVER YOUR HEAD DO NOT PUT JANICE AND YUXUAN TOGETHER. THEY WILL KEEP LAUGHING AND YOU'LL BE THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING.
Jesslyn - The tai-tai of our class! My impression of you is basically that you're always talking about k-pop related stuff and how you're turning les. I like how you're able to laugh at almost anything and how red your face becomes sometimes. To me...laughing out loud is something that is very rare because I'm not someone who laughs easily. I shall try to be happier next year haha!
Jean - The 淑女 of our class! Omg you're super quiet and demure lah! I will nvr be able to be like you man...Hahaha. But you also shock as by saying certain vulgar things at times...HAHAHA. And we love you for that. Don't be too upset by what some teachers or principals may have told you...try to look at it from another pov! Like what Mr Loh mentioned during PE at Hortpark. All the best to you! Jiayou you can do it!
Debbie - Another funny one HAHA. Although I didn't really talk much to you this year.. but can see that you're also very nonsensical one hahaha. Especially recently, you and yuxuan keep talking nonsense to each other. And yes you look good with eyeliner! Should teach me how to draw next time man...but your eyelids not single like mine rite? Zzz okay I talking crap here liao. Next time if the class goes shopping together (probably without justin huh?) then can go shop for make-up together!
Zhen Xi - Hmm. The sportswoman of our class haha. Although you hate studying, I guess everyone can tell that you're very interested in sports. But please bear in mind that you need to study afterall okay! Don't hate CSC so much, it's not as difficult as you think it is. Should try to come for lessons. Try to get motivation and interest for studying during the holidays...you'll need it alot next year! All the best!
Li Lin - The kitty of our class! I like how you dance to the korean songs, so pretty! You should really master the steps and teach the class man...haha! Oh and you also remind me of all the emo and creepy stuff...things to do with blood and all that. Lit student indeed. Also another hardworking one, like Grace! Probably explains why you two are quite close haha. Don't worry you'll also continue to do better next year! If you don't get too addicted with korean stuff, that is...
Ariel - The funny / no image one in our class! Always imitating other people and making fun of Joshua. Behind all the nonsensical crap, though, you're also another ambitious one and I've also learned much from you. Great discussing with ppl like you about scholarships and stuff like that. You've done well this year as well and hope we improve together next year! Okay this is random but when I think of you, I also think of your love for chao mi fen. Hahaha!
Jasmine - Aiyo, known you very long also. This year you made vast improvement man! No longer getting into as much trouble for attire. How does that feel? Alot better rite? hahaha! Definitely the siao za bor of our class and I'm sure if Mr Loh was reading this he'd be nodding frantically as well. A great friend to be with when you need a good laugh. This may seem er xin to you but try to remain and build up more on your motivation towards studies next year. Love your leopard (is it? Or is it some another animal?) printed notebook, do use it wisely!
YuXuan - My ex lao gong who divorced me and didn't live up to your promise of marrying me again in facebook! Hahaha! Definitely one of the person whom I spent the most time with this year. Always going out after school to eat. This year should be quite a wake up call for you also rite? Haha. Try to keep up the motivation you realized for next year also...and stop sleeping!!! Read the notes you photocopied from me! Okay nothing much to say to you liao byebye. SMACK YOU!
Peishi - My impression of you is that you're always talking very loudly when you're agitated or excited haha. Someone who is very artistic and emotional. That is something I have to learn from you...to listen to my heart and go along with my feelings at times. But don't get too carried away with your emotions k..you still need to do things that you don't like la, like studying for math even though time fries is no longer teaching us. Jiayou and hope you pass math soon!!
Justin - The slacker of our class! Stop being 'sick' so easily okay! As Grace and I told you during PE lesson a few weeks ago..you're smart and you should seriously make use of it. I can sense that you're actually one of the best in math in our class, it's just that you're lazy to study and practice! That's a total waste of your intelligence. MUG JUSTIN MUG!!! You are definitely capable of doing much better lor, so STOP SLACKING!
Aha this is random but I am hungry already and lunch is ready so I'm going to eat now! WATCHING GOONG AGAIN! SHIN GOON ARH~~~~~~~~~~~
Okay byebye!
Due to the recent purchases I made to add on to the collection (I tend to go on splurges all at one go sometimes), the collection has became all over the place and I finally decided to get my ass up to start tidying things up abit.
Janice wanted to see my whole collection, so I thought I might as well take pictures of everything I have to take note of what I have altogether and also to remind myself to stop buying repeated stuff. To my horror, it took me about 2 full hours to complete this task and to kind of arrange everything all over again.
Brace yourself.
BEHOLD....
MY COLLECTION OF STUFF ALTOGETHER :
Yes it's so terribly messy that I don't know where to start from. But alas, I managed to sort everything out by batches.
Cosmetics section :
Foundation, make up base and concealer
Mascara, mascara brush + eyelash curler, fake eyelashes (for dance), eye liner, eye shadow
Lip gloss, lip balm, lip scrub
Hair :
Leave in hair cream/serum, conditioner, shampoo (came free with the serum), hair gel (for dance)
Face Masks :
Mud/clay mask, eye mask (13 packs), free yoghurt pack (sample), Bird's Nest Moisturising Mask (19 packs , down from the original 90+ I had HAHA)
Hands/Nails :
Hand cream/gel (3 of them are free!!!, I won't be so crazy to buy so many)
French manicure set, nail polish remover, nail buffer, nail stickers
Nail polish of all colours + Toe seperator for pedicure
Body :
Body exfoliator, body lotion, baby oil, bathing loofah (for scrubbing skin)
Sunblock :
Hair removal :
After hair removal toner, Gillette shavers (+ epilator which I'm too lazy to dig out)
Face :
Cleanser, Make Up Remover, Scrub
Facial spray, moisturisers, toner, whitening serum, sleeping masks, tea tree oil
Okay there is some stupid problem with LJ so I can't unbold my words. Anyway, are you guys shocked?! Hahaha although I knew I had so much stuff, it still seems quite shocking to see them in these pictures. LOL I can open beauty salon liao!!!
STOP. BUYING. STUFF.
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